Running Scared

The worst part of being alone is missing you
When I get mad and I tell you I hate you
It couldn’t be farther from the truth
I just really miss you
The demons in my head get loudest when you aren’t there
Telling me you don’t care
The source of my nightmares
You’re my medicine when you’re here
And baby I know it’s not fair to you
The way I question you like I do
My insecurities blaring through
Codependency being a major clue
I need you 
These drugs my doctor prescribe me
Do nothing but cause me more pain
And when I’m with you
It all goes away
I’m a sad case honey I know
And I’m sorry to lay this all on you
As I work my way climbing out of hell
When it was never your fault that I fell
I’m always running scared.

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